Heart-Shaped Box
心形盒子
歌曲介绍：
《Heart-Shaped Box》最基本的狂架是关于患癌症的小孩。也许正是柯特与生俱来并不断增长的悲天悯人的情怀，让柯特在歌中唱出了那句石破天惊的歌词：“当你渐渐变暗，我真想能吃掉你的癌。”这一句受创后的呼号，是柯特全部才华和力量的绝对表证。而另一个主题显然是同他妻子柯妮有关，尽管柯特并未明确这一观点。但“当你渐渐变暗……”以及“食肉兰才不会放过任何人”自然是暗示柯妮曾经身处黑云压城的境地；而“伸出你的脐带绞索让我攀缘而上”以及“闭锁于你的心形盒子中”，显然是一种再典型不过的柯特笔法阐述着一种令人惊心动魄的依赖和困惑。
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
当我虚弱无力，她如双鱼星座般注视我
I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
我闭锁于你的心形盒子中
I’ve been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
我已深陷毒品的诱惑，无力自拔
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back (alt: ... when you turn black)
当你渐渐变暗，我真想能吃掉你的癌
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等！
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病（我又遭到了抱怨）
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait! (alt: hate! haight!)
嗨! 等等！
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等！
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Your advice
你的忠告
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
肉食兰才不会放过任何人
Cut myself on angel’s hair and baby’s breath
追随天使的秀发和婴儿的呼吸
Broken hymen of your highness I’m left black
刺穿你高尚的处女膜，远离黑暗
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
伸出你的脐带绞索让我攀缘而上
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Your advice
你的忠告
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
当我虚弱无力，她如双鱼星座般注视我
I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
我闭锁于你的心形盒子中
I’ve been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
我已深陷毒品的诱惑，无力自拔
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back (alt: ... when you turn black)
当你渐渐变暗，我真想能吃掉你的癌
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Hey! wait!
嗨! 等等
I’ve got a new complaint
我又染上新疾病
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
永远受惠于你无价的忠告
Your advice (x3)
你的忠告
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Kurt Cobain 遗书
To Boddah:
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated,
infantile complaind. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years,
it's my first introduction to the,
shall we say ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true.
I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music,
along with really writing something for too many years now.
I feel guilty beyond words about these things,
for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins.
It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddie Mercury,
who seemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd,
which is something I totally admire and envy.
The fact is,I can't fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you,or to me.
The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun.
Sometimes I feeln as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it,
and I do,God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I,
and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people.
I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone.
I'm too sensitive,I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm.But,
what's sad is our child. On our last three tours,
I've had a much better appreciation of all the people I've known personally,
and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration,
the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody.
There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much.
So much that it makes me feel too ****ing sad.
The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know!
I have a of a wide who sweats ambition and empadny,
and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I use to be.
full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm.
And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function.
I cant stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrocker she become.
I have it good, very good,and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven,
I've become hateful towards all humans in general.
Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy.
Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.
Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years.
I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore,so remember,
it's better to burn out, than fade away.
Peace, love, empathy,
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney,
I'll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney
for Frances
for her life which will be so much
happier without me.
I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!
致巴达：
这是一个饱经沧桑的的傻子发出的声音，他其实更愿意做个柔弱而孩子气的诉苦人。这张条子应该更容易理解。所有的警告都来自于这些年来的“朋克１０１”，自从我第一次介入包含着独立性、应当称为道德原则的东西之后，你们团结一致的拥戴已证明是非常真实的。我已经好多年都不能从听音乐、写音乐以及写东西中感到激奋了。对于这些事我感到了一种难以形诸文字的负罪感。比如说，当我们来到后台以后，灯火熄灭，人们狂躁的咆哮起来，这一切对我的影响就远不如对FreddyMercry（QUEEN乐队的主唱，１９９１年因为爱滋病去世）影响那么大，他似乎喜欢而且把玩那些从人群中而来的爱与赞美——那正是我赞美与嫉妒的一切。
事实上我无法欺骗你们，无法欺骗你们当中的任何一人。那对你对我都不公平。我能想起的最大罪恶便是欺骗人们，装模做样，做出一副我１００％快乐的样子。
有时候我似乎应当在出场之前有台打卡机。我尽了我的全部的力量去喜欢这一切，我的确也喜欢。但这不还不够。我喜欢这一事实，即我和我们乐队感染和款待了不少人。我太敏感了。我必须轻度麻醉才能重获我在孩提时代曾有过的激情。在我们最后的三次巡演中，我对所结识的人和我们音乐的歌迷都有了更多的欣赏，但我还是无法克服我对每个人都抱有挫折感、负罪感和同情。在我们所有人中都有善意，我就是太爱人们了！爱得太多以至于让我感到真的太他妈的忧郁，一个略微忧郁的，敏感的，不领情的、双鱼座的耶稣式人物！
我有一个女神般的妻子，她为理想和打动人而拼命努力，我还是个女儿，她让我回忆起我的很多过去，她对那些她遇到的人致以全部的爱和快乐的吻，因为每个人都那么好，而且不会对她有任何伤害。这也让我惊恐万分，以至于我只会瞠目结舌。我没法忍受那种想法，就是弗兰西丝将变成像我这样自我毁灭、走想绝路的摇滚歌手。
我快乐地拥有一切，非常快乐。我充满感激。可自打我７岁以来，我总的来说就对人类充满了仇视，仅仅因为人们似乎太过容易地友好相处，而且还会同情！仅仅因为我觉得自己对人们太多的爱与同情。从我那燃烧而令人欲呕的胃之深处感激你们所有的人，感激你们在过去的岁月里所有的来信和关心。我是个太多反常和抑郁的小子！我已经没有任何激情了，所以要记住：“与其苟延残喘，不如从容燃烧！”
和平，爱，同情。
Kurt Cobain
Frances和Courtney
我会伴你们到老
Courtney 请继续前行，
为了Frances，为了她的生活
没有我她的生活会快乐许多。
我爱你们！爱你们！
